Writing a book

I've had the motivation of writing my own book for a while now and I started working on it today!

In this book I will share experiences I've had from childhood and all the way until now. In this stage of writing I don't put any demands on my self and I write without thinking about the structure, grammar, if people will think it's interesting, if I won't be able to write a whole book, if I have nothing to share or other things that could block the creativity. It feels good and I've noticed I don't struggle with writing when I don't have those demands on myself.

I will continue writing everyday to process and to keep myself motivated. Writing really has a positive effect on me and it feels like it's easier to deal with life even though I don't know how everything will turn out. I'm scared because I don't have any control over my future and it feels like everything I did in the past to build a sustainable lifestyle was making me doubt myself and it caused problems I have to deal with now, but I keep finding things I can do to make positive changes for myself.

Pursuing your passions is important when you're neurodivergent but it's not easy to let go of demands we get from society. I will trust my intuition on this and if I just keep writing there will hopefully be a book in the near future for you to read!

I want to create some kind of workshop where we can have a conversation about writing a book because I would love to share my process and give other writers an opportunity to share their knowledge and ideas.